Leave me be in the shadow.
I am training my heart to see.
The muses bring me cups of wine—
Honeyed wine, stirred with memory.
I drink beyond drunkenness and beyond oblivion
To a country of my own creation
Where Bedouins of a perfect race
Travel across deserts in an endless train
To take their place amongst the stars.
Stay away. Let me keep my post
Where Death is a gentle vagabond
Who strums his ancient guitar and hums,
Where the air is fresh with the scent
Of rotting pine and moistened earth,
Where roses worship at the doorstep,
Where the tomb of my forebears cannot be pillaged
And the ache of my birth remains intact.
Each morning the daylight comes knocking at the door,
But I do not answer.
In the shadow, I speak in exotic tongues
And the crickets serve as my chorus.
Though no meaning can be derived from what is spoken,
Everything that is needed to be said is said.
We exalt in the worship of the darkness
And our prayers are answered with an exonerating silence
That does justice to the dead.